Speechless

Really God has some crazy ideas to turn up my day. Really I’m lucky to have such amazing friends who were there. Reality check! I didn’t spend a single dime on it! Waaaah I don’t know I guess this is my first time experiencing a surprise that made me blush… literally.

my very own 22 birthday cake

I have no idea about it which was the weird part. To me it was an ordinary get together for the three of us, never knew that my non-biological brother or the pretty Chinese girl who still has boyish voice will be there! That blow my mind away as in… never felt sincerely happy for a long time actually. I know when you hang with these guys before for like 24/7 it was kinda normal. Then again as time let you walk different paths, miss those normality of hanging out with those people that the memories are still intact and the conversations of endless start rolling in. It never occurred to me to happen in that way.

all i could say was eeeerrrrrr????

The cake had got to be the most amazing part to me. I was laughing myself out since why there got to be a cake? Then Lara mentioned about a picture with a 22 cake on it on my posts. WTH! It was sort of a cliché exactly when I thought of the label of that picture. Yet my 22 cake isn’t bad! Very yummy and still had the chance to eat it for real!

We had a humongous pizza, drink a little for booze and sang our hearts out. Well the singing part was totally me and Lara only. Hahahha well they were kinda like the talking part, sharing some questions to one another and celebrating single hood and partnership. Basically we talked about life and making money. Yeah the making money part was the unforgettable part for me since I must have a job in no time soon. Since we only had one male accomplice, we let him do the talking on stuff guys do. Pretty decent and I’m proud of my non-biological brother for it. Mama can’t be there though since she had work.

Back at my head I was thinking of how. How can I ever repay such things? I’m really a loser on that stuff I don’t know I have no idea on speaking out so I hid it and write stuff on a paper of publish it on a blog. Speechless. If I could make everyone happy at that time with my own ability instead it was the other around. I’m really grateful yet I feel awful at myself that they should be the ones to have the free loads from me, not the ones before. If you keep track on my blog you know who I’m talking about. But yet my hands are allergic to money. They keep getting away from me. Seriously I need to fix them. Come to think of it, this is what you get when you try separating friends. I dunno I really have hard time dealing or mixing up with old and new ones. It’s just that maybe I’m scared of misunderstandings of one another since I act differently to other people. Guess that got me thinking but then again that would never stop me repaying them somehow. I am a sucker for promises and yet I can’t keep them. I just hope that time would be my best friend in the near future with some cash hehehe.

Chinese girl (Dan) and Lara

Non-biological Bro(Ken) and Carmi

Yet that doesn’t stop me from enjoying the rest of the night. Even at home my brother and cousin were the ones who nailed the leftovers. Typically they were sleeping already but when I said food, they were like pigs attacking hahahha. No seriously I pig out too since the cake was so delish!

Proves one thing; true friends need no constant communication. As long as you still can sit down, have a nice time and do some crazy shit together I’m happy. When you can’t see each other for a long time, change usually can be bitter; in a sense that you have no idea who the person is neither good nor bad. What I find it amazing is that the true friends I usually find are the ones who maybe physically change but on the insides are the same craziness who I befriended 5 years ago. Ahhhh that is genuine.

It was an unexpected day of august. Like what people said, that this year’s august is special because of the five weekends and Friday the 13th. My birthday is on 5th of this month, and yes I am lucky…

PS: thanks Lara for the pictures to add on the crazy day :D