Spilling Myself

"Actions speak louder than Words"

Never quite believe this statement until recently.

I am a person that kinda has many blind spots to one self. I maybe a keen observant to others but I am zero when it comes to me. Zero specifically when it comes to people of the opposite sex. Many say that so many guys have given me some 'signals' but I just won't budge. I didn't quite get that at first until a demo was placed. The demo was base on a glass of water. I was this water nearly full in a glass. No matter what a guy threw at me or try to shake me off so he can get some of this water, nothing works. It's like I'm spill proof or something that you can't get the good stuff. It hit me when some weird scenarios flashed through my mind. Yes there were 'signals' but I was preoccupied of something else.

I need to be like this than being a spill proof [image source]

My face was ok to look at but my mind looked like this O_O

My good friend was the one who gave me this insight and yes it was a pretty clear one.

It gave some things about me, answers that I was dying to know before. Seriously I have no idea that there such a thing as body language that can tell which to which... Although there were a handful scenarios that flashed which I kinda find it regrettable or funny. Regrettable coz it involved some of them which were kinda ok... Funny coz I never thought that it was a signal hahaha and yes they could have get away with it.

It also hit me that my mind usually chooses who will get the good stuff. If I found out someone or something is 'weird' to me I usually step on a break for a checkpoint. Or that I am really really having no idea if he's sending me signals in what so ever. Thus, I am still single... I am quite contended though of the single life except for my mom. I have no idea why but she's somehow trying to present me to some of my flaws and gets back to reasons why I am still single. Pressure? No biggy my mind is set to the dream board I have. Lonely nights? Nah if you think of it on the other side those lonely nights will turn to fruitful events.

Eye opener then... But what I would like to have is to learn those body language. There are lots I mean lots of them. I just want to learn and apply them to myself; I mean come on knowing the stuff you’re like having the idea of what the guy is thinking. Reading someone's mind would be awesome!