Saturday, January 23, 2010

Changes

things are still the same even if it is the new year already…
nothing change much, except that my:

slothfulness has get into me

laziness has become my best friend

my nights of partying are almost ending frequently

daydreaming with eyes open

being a home body never felt better in my whole life


my heart is not breaking nor in a happy mood
it’s just plainly blank, even tried caving in the things that I missed for the past days, still nothing, only blank…

the only thing my mind is filled up with music, specifically instrumental ones…
my brother complained a while back why I always end up downloading (illegally) classical songs, like Mozart, Beethoven or Bach…

brain dead aka brain blank
image by *pscho23

I dunno maybe my brain is trying to tell me something about connecting with your inner self or something… Maybe I’m being carried away with this but it felt nice being able to stare into space for a while thinking of what I did for the years God has given me…

It’s like giving your brain a massage. I’m in control definitely. I guess it’s too early for doing things all at once… hence laziness became my best friend since.

Conscience always attacks every time I wake up. Its kinda annoying now, maybe I do need a new inspiration because I have a theory… about going dry.

drying out the excess
image by =randomstarlight

Going dry first so that new or fresh passion will poof! Ha!
Wait a new perspective maybe…

Come to think of it, my previous inspirations have no effect at me at all. They are just like old toys.

Trying my way to read the whole NCLEX book, currently I’m on chapter 51 out of 70 plus chapters in that book.

Honestly, my passion in writing this blog turns sour lately… I remember to post some opinions of mine on stuff… Maybe in time I’ll try again to go over those opinions of mine.

PS: when will our net connections be alive?!

2 comments :

  1. tell your brother that mozart is wonderful! and beethoven was a pure genius! I LOVE THEM BOTH! hahaha

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  2. mao jud! wahahahhah ^^

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