Almost

Ever wonder what will your fate would be If a situation was meant to happen? Or ‘almost’ happened but some external circumstances just happen to but in?

Thus, man invited the idea of parallel universe, hoping maybe that something or someone happened in front of you and that your present existence would be that bad or good…

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Hmmm I guess you could say it as the “what ifs” of life without any regrets though rather relief’s… regrets are another thing but then these situations of mine are my ‘almost’ moments that made me realized what a disaster would that be if it went on…

True these situations are embarrassing but what the heck! Only 3 people I know who read this blog, so go ahead I’ll make some parts of my past see through…

1. Almost said yes to a wrong guy

This happened way back in junior high… I was naive then, more like a new bird being set free… I guess ‘puppy love’ was the term mostly used before… (Just relate to this post for further details about this guy) maybe because it was the first time somebody treated me like a princess or the most beautiful girl in the world… and that I was blinded by the thought of having my first love… you know what I mean about those stuff way back in your high school… just because he said something about your face, the way you dress, its like your in love… but then my mother said something about being practical in life… and she was the one who told me that just because your peers are doing it, you should do it too… true I was carried away by the idea of being in a relationship rather than how I truly feel…. What did I feel? It was more like a childish act like having a new toy, getting excited and all; since everything happened so fast and the guy was also the one who said that I was not a hassle girl after all… as time goes by, I was getting bored of it… and he was being a jackass for everything… like being a puppy everywhere I went, it made me nuts! He would be mad If I don’t reply asap, asking random and meaningless questions and saying that how he change because of me and all that crap. It was getting too much and its like having cuddies slowly. Really it was sick, I guess I’m really an opposite kinda of a girl since over doing praises spoils my mood.

So I ended it all, without saying a word and I have to admit I’m the bad guy in this scenario… oh yes he got mad at me but still I remained silent… even until now, I will just look at him, smile and stay away as possible…

2. Almost dated my teacher’s brother

This is a funny one, I was in senior high and that time chatting through MIRC was the trend. Friendster and Myspace were still hit on teens about online socializing… Ironically, we had a very very slow net connection at home because it was landline. So mostly on weekends or free days I went to net café’s and do just about everything there (i.e. blogging). One event, I was chatting through MIRC and went to our local channels since mostly my friends are there… I forget what screen name I used though. A lot of screen names then popped up, usually I entertain them, sometimes not, it depends on what I’m doing so that day I just went entertaining people… mostly people asked you details like location, sex and age, then next would be other details like if your still in school, single or other questions like that (you know what I mean) so this particular screen name said some outrageous stuff, I was hooked totally since we had some similarities like food, anime, music… he then gave me his email so that we could be friends in fs, I checked his profile, was ok since his pic was on anime… so I sent a friend request. Little do I know, that he was just in the same café in the same time like I was. I never mentioned that which café I was at, but then suddenly someone pulled my shirt and said oi! I was confused. He said he was ---- (I forgot his screen name), to my surprise I was shaking! Hahahha it was weird I mean he was the one sitting at my left side all along and I didn’t even notice it. He can’t be stalking me or anything since the monitors were in dividers. We shook hands but I said to him he looks familiar, he said her older sister is working as a teacher in my school waaaah which was kinda weird… still I was shaking, I made an excuse that my mom was waiting for me already, eeek! He asked for my num and I gave it to him! I was shocked on why on earth did I do that! Anyways, he was in college already and that we shared something common ‘daw’ (usually that’s what his texts all about) finally what I dreaded the most happened, what if we could hang out? Totally I’m a paranoid in these stuff but I usually pulled off some excuse, it worked but then again he would caught me during Fridays outside school, hai good thing his ate was there hahahha at least I won’t be alone with him… its not like his ugly or a meanie but then again I wasn’t ready for that part because of what happened during junior high hahahha and the only time we were alone was like 10 mins outside my school buying food… I guess he noticed that I was kinda scared of him… he backed off as time passed. Weird I never saw him again ^^

3. Almost went together to a complete stranger

This is what I would always say about alcohol! Its make your life miserable… it happened in college, we were having fun with my 3 friends at a local club. Alcohol was like an SOP on those cases, usually I ended up having too much and usually the effects are releasing your inner wildness inside. I wasn’t like super wild, more like just enough to kick in the effect of the alcohol… usually I don’t dance, but when I’m in a drinking spree, my feet are uncontrollable! Its like they are program to move every rnb song there is… hahahaha

I was jumping up and down when suddenly someone jumped out and down together with me… usually I don’t entertain strangers, but since I was having so much fun in my life I let it all behind… next thing I could remember was that he was there right in front of me smiling his ass off… I suddenly stop and sat down since I was sweating already… my other friend was dancing while the other one was with me… she needed to smoke so I joined with her. That smiling ass was following with us all the long and that he thanked me for having a blast. (grabbing my hand which was weird) He then invited us if we would like to dine with them, I wasn’t in a mood since he’s a stranger… that smiling ass introduced himself and I’m pretty sure it was a lie… (hating grabbing my hand I just grabbed it back) good thing my friend rejected it too but he kept on begging… I said no… he then asked if we needed a ride, I said no my friend has a car (we went there through taxi). Even though I was a lil drunk, I was pissed by someone who keeps on begging we don’t even know the guy for crying out loud… finally someone I know came hahahha and that we need to go back inside… at least he just smiled there and went to his car… we said goodbyes and until this very day I still wish I would never see his face again!


I think I should stop here; there are other sets of almost moments maybe next time if I can remember posting them ^^

All I could say that, I’m happy on what I’m doing right now! Those were not regrettable scenarios, both scary and hilarious moments of my life…’til next segment on this.