its good to be back though hehehhe a lot have changes, can't imagine my last post was last 2006? nyahahaha 2 years pa so that post will have to follow... well those blogs were hi skul days...
4 years in college and it was a long way, new lifestyle to me but still my passion for writing my inner thoughts somehow weakened... yet due to some instance which i really hate, gave me a signal or a switch to write again...
oh yeh i do have some peoms left heheh doing on scratch paper or something hehhe and the funy thing was i came up to this post like 2 years ago from one of my blogs...
hahhaha a poem yet i forgot to whom it was for...
With life so miserable and untrue/ I couldn’t stand to be with you…/You left me stranded and looked like a fool /My head is so hot and I’ve lost my cool…
Hoping that you’ll understand/ Come and reach for my hand../ I’ll revela what’s inside me/ So that evil comes and you can see..
Hatred and Anger has filled my heart/’Coz you left me sranding in the dark…/ Once again I’ve been tricked by an angel like you/ Wishing you suffer and seeing you blue
My hands are around your throat/ Ready to strangle until you choke/ But one beat still longers on/ My love… was never gone..
My life has fallen and shattered to pieces/ Sick thinking all those dreams and misses/ If you just told me the truth from the start/ I wouldn’t be like this…having a broken heart…too dramatic hahha see what i mean yet again its really watup feeling ryt now..
well my so called lov of my life somhow ditched me for someone else... not that we had a serious one but the way he acts when i'm around. just gives me a big question mark in the head tsk3x..
i found out last week that he already had a new "inpiration" and yet he didn't told me..i was totally pissed off by the fact he keeps on avoiding or ignoring me and end up to someone who was a long friend to me...
i was expected that i would blew up or something in front of him yet when i saw them together last friday... it was no big deal at all...
it was like an impulse but the irritation was there more like 5% at least hehe yet
the ironic thing was that the during that night, my drinkmate told me drunk that she prefers to couple to be tpgether forever, i went like wtf? i mean i felt insulted but then again i can't blame her since everyone in their section voted for them.... shheeesh
anywayz, that's all i could write for now hehehe i just wish that "bata" should have opened his hear to me *sigh* as if....
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