Pseudo Tumblr List # 28

5 things that Irritate You about the Opposite/Same sex

 love how this cat look hahaha [image source]

1] pride – some people have super high egos that are so damn irritating. I do admit I have pride myself, but there are just some beings that even though they’re going to some rough times financially, they still will commit to useless stuff.

2] superficial – yes people are getting shallow that it somehow overshadows what’s true. I can’t blame them also since society has brought this up. Trends are ok but overdoing it has somehow lost the values and moralities. Look at some of the youth today who are wasted. They should have realized that being famous or having the latest fashion doesn’t secure happiness.

3] yappers – these guys are those who talk and talk and talk some more. They need to broadcast every little thing about their lives through social sites or sms. I don’t need to hear every little detail about it even if you going to take a dump or something.

4] flesh maniacs - I don’t know about this but there are some people out there who likes to show their bodies on their social network sites. Showing on their two piece or one piece shots with provocative or not so provocative positions on photographs, then making it a primary photo.  Aren’t they aware that they are loads of perverts online and well can actually grab them, use them as wallpaper and do nasty stuff about them?

5] know it all – although I like to hear what other people’s thoughts, but there are some that sees them as well too much. I don’t know everything; you don’t know everything also so what’s the point of arguing on some stuff? We should always remember that there are people who are smarter or dumber than us. The worst part is saying those stuffs but when you put it into actions, negative results.

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Pseudo Tumblr List # 27

What you wear to bed?

Gender Swap! LOL on this Luffy, Chopper and Usopp pajama party [image source]

I am a huge lover of comfort. Usually I have my routine before going to bed, you know girl clean stuffs. But anyways, I prefer to wear a comfy shirt and shorts. If I can find any silk like clothing on my wardrobe, I usually transform it into sleep wear. Pajamas are ok before I was around elementary days. I guess I just grown out of them.

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Pseudo Tumblr List # 26

What kind of person attracts you?

I’m more into people who has some sense to talk to. It’s not all about materialistic stuff, gossips nor latest trends but are entertaining stuff like knowledge. I love to discover what other people think and their opinions.

law of attraction eh? [image source]

Onto the more physical part, I love guys wearing gray! I dunno a guy wearing a gray shirt with barely shaved head looks so clean to me! White shirts are okay but the gray are so adorable! Clean and nice looking hands are a plus sign as well, I prefer to see the extremities. Don’t forget the ones who knows how to play the instruments. As for the ladies, hmmmm usually the ones who aren’t loud, the ones who are kinda simple and natural looking ones too.

Nothing can still beat the attitude rather than the physical though hehehhe

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Pseudo Tumblr List # 25

How have you changed for the past two years?

I have changed for the past two years…

like this worn out football, we change [image source]

*Physically I’m fatter I guess since I graduated from college
*Emotionally stronger
*Intellectually I dunno yet since my source of knowledge are from work, the net and experience
*Spiritually has grown slightly

I’m more conscious now with myself and the things around me. I think I’m becoming lazier since the free time I got ends up in the net or going out. Hmmm my consume of alcohol has decreased since college, I prefer coffee nowadays. I think more before acting. I still suck at saving part though and cleaning my eyebrows.

In general I can say that I have changed very very much. The attitude part may still be there back in the high school days but yes I thanked my experiences for this.

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PseudoTumblr List # 24

Weird things you do when you’re alone

Apparently I am alone most of the time since my roomies are busy with their own world as well. Usually I tend to consume my me time on the net. Checking out twitter, post a blog, watching movies, doing some catching up with my series or basically sleep.

never tried of burning a school though hehe [image source]

I don’t know if these are weird things but sometimes:

I stare to my blank wall for minutes… and stare some more
I pretend to be a dancer and do those embarrassing moves unto the mirror
Checking out make up tutorials on youtube
Alone on malls I tend to wander on the men’s section for socks
Grab myself coffee or sit to a bottle of alcohol
Daydream some more and ….. (secret!)
Worry that I tend up to tears
Scold myself for some failures and regrets

That’s all that I can remember that I consider them weird things when alone. Hahaha and yes they are not embarrassing for me to share

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 23

Something you crave for a lot.

insatiable craving then? [image source]

Physically, I crave for food! My taste buds are so eager to try something new or be satisfied. Desserts are my number one to die for food choice. Don’t have a specific favorite dessert though. I like adventuring on delicacies!

Emotionally, I crave for an opposite sex buddy that I could be my pet. Yeah a pet. The one who I could boss around and doesn’t complain hahahaha. I know it’s rude but yeah that’s what I have in mind right now. Kinda nice actually since you know exactly both on your mind and heart that there is someone who would be waiting for you when the entire world gets screwed.

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 22

What makes you different from everyone else?

i think i am different! [image source]

Different? I don’t know exactly but people tell me that I am a different person when they know me better. Like I said, first impressions are usually wrong. Hahahaha

Some say that I act boyish and that my songs preferences are different from that of a lady. I guess I am allergic to all those mushy and love songs. Ballads are not my thing actually.

I still love watching anime and reading Japanese manga at this age. My mother nags about this a lot but what the heck, I love doing it!

Different? Different? I like to try different things and be doing stuff in crazy ways! :D

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 21

A picture of something that makes you happy.


This is Song Joong Ki. I just recently caught him from the drama Sungkyunkwan Scandal as the adorable Goo Yong Ha. His wink make me melt all the time hai. I can't explain the feeling when every time he pops out on the scenes *wink* just that he plays great and he knows how to play Yong Ha too well.

Here's an added video on his wink cuts, really thank the person who uploaded this waaaah

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 20

Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.

I will arrive to this scenario soon but not now [image source]

If you ask me directly, my automatic reply would be with Lee Dong Wook or with Cho Kyuhyun or Ju In Sung. I am that determined to be with them hahahhahaha LOL

But seriously I have no one in my mind when talk about marriage. This word is somehow so distant to me. No plans of having children or starting a family. My vision of as an independent career woman always enters my mind when talk about future stuff. Yes I do have crushes like the lefty island, wookie look a like or the gray man but totally marriage is a different thing. I do have my dream wedding but my dream groom is still missing in action. LOL

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 19

Nicknames you have and why you have them.

i blame my name for my passion of food [image source]

My real name is Chesara, it was derived from a film both my parents saw. My mother wanted our names start with ‘CH’ like in Christ. So yeah I have two nicknames that signifies me what area you belong to :D

Chez is my favorite nickname since I invented it. My true name has three syllables and we all wanted a shorter version of our names so here it is. At first I was called chess, like the piece game. It was kinda common, so I tried dropping the last s, still it was missing something. Then I just randomly played with it by placing s with a z. It sounded ok and it was spelled just right thus it was born! I usually use this with friends and classmates. Plus it was easy for them to remember my name since it resembles cheese.

Crap is another nickname which is exclusively used on family. My auntie was the one who invented this. There is a local brand name of cheese spread named ‘Kraft’. Yes since my name resembles cheese a lot, my auntie wanted to call me this but somehow it evolved into something ‘bisdak’ due to local toughness of the visayan language. So Crap was born! I do prefer calling me Crap than Kraft though and I don’t mind if it means garbage to other language. Relatives from both sides use this and I mean exclusively on family.

I hate being called Sara, it doesn’t sound like me. Not only that it’s a common name, the Sara that I usually perceive is someone who is from a high class breed of nobility who acts all lady-like. I am a lady though but I can’t pull off a lady-like appearance on most people.

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 18

Plans/dreams/goals you have.

note to self [image source]

Plans:
To get a decent job with pay in a prestigious hospital in Cebu
To make my online networking boom in the Visayas/Mindanao area
To take again the NCLEX exam and ace it

Dreams:
To be able to work abroad as a young professional
To be able to repay the hard work my parents invested on me
To find the answers that I have dreamt asking for years

Goals:
To reach short term goals and long term goals (so much to mention!) LOL
To make everyone around me as happy as possible
To be contented in all areas of my life

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 17

Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?

Zim as human and Dib as an irken! hahahaha love this! [image source]

I have no specific person that I wish to change lives with. I guess a young professional that is the same age as me who is working as a nurse, engineer or office girl, who owns her own condo and has good working and nonworking relationships with people.

Basically that is my in vision of myself as a career woman. I know it’s like a zero chances for me as of the moment but yeah I want to switch places with that kind of experience. Wishes wishes, we do have one of course. Plus we all need to start somewhere if you want to be big.

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 16

Another picture of yourself

the good thing about this pic is that I love the caption of it

This was taken just recently...
Yeah I'm that big already, plus the teeth still looks like a mouse
Hmmmm what else I hate my hair since the volume is gone, can't complain my mother wanted to do this
So this is the image that will be forever be in my head on the end of 2010
2011 will have changes!

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 15

A song that relates to your life.

I have already done a similar post to this years ago. just check out this link.

Recently I love how Franco’s Season has influenced me. It’s lyrics has got to do with the waiting part. I guess I’m tired of all those waiting.

a live performance by the band at channel's v encore

If you opened the link I gave you before it is somehow similar to John Mayer’s A Love Song for no One. But Franco’s beats make its more appropriate. From time to time I do have different songs that relate to my life but this one is my most recent.

Do check out other songs from this band, it makes me proud being Pinoy for once.

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 14

A picture of you and your family.

took a crappy picture from my dead phone before to an old family picture

Took this ages ago. You can see the weird hairstyles my parents are wearing and yes my Elektra complex was still intact on the picture that's why I act like my father a lot.

My awesome team of 4. It’s just me and my brother as siblings but yeah we fight a lot but seems we talk a lot too.

Years passed and still act like my father hahahaha

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 13

A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

This has got to be the most ironic list I ever post. I mean when I was packing for my stuff to go back home I found this note I have in my old school bag. I remembered it quite well when I saw the ‘read me’ sign on the piece of folded paper. It was a poem/letter that I wrote when I decided to give up on the gray man. Hahahaha can’t believe that I am actually posting this stuff but anyway it’s part of my experience.

this is the bond paper full of crap

The blue-inked entry is the poem while the red one is the personal letter. Still I don’t have the guts on posting the whole poem but these lines are my faves:

People say it’s love
I prefer it a crap
You’re just so above
That I can’t even catch

And this too

Asking to love me back
Is not what I need
But what I feel is fact
Your happiness is all I plead

Man this is epic for me hahahahaha. You know what you do just to ease the so called pain and those fuck up tears! I can’t believe it why I did that. I will pat myself on the back that I can be as poetic as I want it to be bwahahhaha! Yeah as for the letter the image would be enough though. I was hurt like cut deep hurt. I just laugh about it every time I remember those times two years ago.

the last words on the letter type yes fine I was EMO

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 12

How you found out about Tumblr Blogger and why you made one?

the social networking that kicks anyone's butt :D [image source]

I started blogging when I was in high school around junior high. Our net connection was new at that time and that I was kinda fed up opening only to Friendster and MIRC. A close friend gave me her blog url. It was simple and nice. Amazed on her blog I end up making up my own as well. Time passed that Friendster upgraded to some blogs that I end up constantly blogging there. Kind of regret back then why I didn’t settle to this blog but here I am now filling up those days.

As you can see this blogsite is kinda old way back from 2005. Can’t believe it that I am back to blogging again!

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 11

Another picture of you and your friends.

What we are now, What we were before

Without these guys I wouldn’t survive high school. Look at us! I’m the same old short haired girl with mouse like teeth. Hahaha those were some experienced that taught me gravely.

They gave me my identity, they showed me my strengths and weakness and that they made me realize that maybe we were not the well known type of people in school or the ones who like to live a low profile but look at us now! Individually we have somehow reached some of our goals, we didn’t make our parents ashamed of us and we are happy of what we have now.

He/she maybe well known in high school but that fame can’t really support what lies ahead.

So to them I thank you! We may be like miles apart now yet the bonds we had would remain.

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 10

A picture of something that describes/relates to your life

similar to this having mess up hair and doesn't car about it [image source]

Recently I have this similar image of me on my head. People first judge me on how maldita (bitchy) I am and that I frown a lot. Sorry if I am like that but really I’m mad as a nut.

Guess that I am tired of the same old impressions that I end up realizing it that maybe there is a reality to this picture.

The upward nod of the head says that I maybe like this but I’m also a breakable person. I like to hide my weakness mostly. This stance also indicates if you go ahead and break me it will be hell. I really don’t like what had happened to me back in high school. It was a drama! I hate dramas and self pity but mostly people do that to me. I don’t know I didn’t ask for it but they tend to throw me anyway. All I wished was that for me to have a good life but no, frequently received some useless garbage.

This is why I promised myself in college I wouldn’t be this pathetically weak. Desperate for change surprisingly it happened.

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Pseudo Tumblr list # 9

Something you’re proud of in the past few days.

There is nothing I could think off as of the moment. But I am proud that I survive living in a very big city with no known major damage that happen to me so far. I guess prayers are that powerful. Although I may have issues with self but when it comes to education and safety, my record is 0 so far.

Like this lucky four leaf clover [image source]

I wish this encircled luck I have will last til lifetime. It’s not easy though being able to have safety always on the side. Yet that’s what I am proud of for all these years.

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