Karma hit YOU pretty Good

Weird I was jokingly wishing for something bad to that person, guess what? It did happen! Instead of feeling oh so cloud nine, it’s more like I’m feeling guilty for having saying that in the first place…

guilty! by *dholl

One things for sure, revenge isn’t sweet... for this time but I didn’t do anything, I just let time and karma to break in and loose all hell that I was feeling before… maybe just maybe good vibration is on my side! whooppeee I just wish that good vibration would be there until the day I’m done with the exams and all…

What other stuff happen was that he has to challenge himself on getting his relationship to work. But still I believe in him that he’ll pull things off for the better of them. Hmmmm I think I’m the bad guy in this scenario! Hahahaha since the results came for the NLE, guilt was on my part. Guilty of saying those words out loud, guilty of cursing him before, guilty of being a selfish person. My ego hurt badly and well things just way got of hand when the world stabs you.

I am jealous! That’s a big word that I hate using against me since now I can still feel evil thoughts crawling in. I know I don’t have any rights! Not even a single bit! Maybe that’s why I hate Februarys, it’s the month of love and his birthday. I’ve been hating that month for 3 years in a row! A lot of good people like my dad and two close friends celebrate their birthdays this month. I guess those happiness where overshadowed. Hating that there is nothing I could do that I could get even with him without hurting him.

I always have negative feelings during this month, after what happened! Experience was a cruel thing to teach me though… (thanks to a status, this was on my head!)

You may call him innocent since he has no idea but it’s really nice to like saying it straight to him so that thoughts are cleared. Problem is I readily assume things; I’m a girl for crying out loud! I could laugh about it, but then thinking again makes me realize what a sleezeball I am. Lame right? What the heck. I just hate that my wall crumbled to the ground, without any help directly from him. I was forced to put it back together since that’s my only choice.

Yeah I’m being a paranoid, evil thinker and green eyed monster. Ok I have to admit being those three has its advantages.

(pause: stares computer for 45 seconds)

karma hit him pretty good (evil laugh!) by ARFI

Hmmm wait typing after this, makes my head and conscience clear! I’m washing my hands over this and it’s a Sunday. I didn’t do anything; I let time do his thing.

That’s right, I let karma hit him pretty good.