Showing posts with label unlucky. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unlucky. Show all posts

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Almost (v2)

Life is fragile but man tends to do crazy stuff. Yes it could be we can’t avoid of that so called fate or that the angel of death is bored and decided to random pick the person to escort with. Accidents, either good or bad still a life being turned off is not a good joke. Some are quite dumb of ending it literally.


For being a two decade old, I have my short shares of almost trips of accidents. They are not that life threatening but as I looked back and realized that its good to breathe some unclean oxygen in this phase of the earth. Maybe in another parallel universe, I’m incomplete. Oh God I hope nothing like that would happen…


1. Almost had a contusion or a concussion

It was summer in entering sixth grade elementary. Remember those days when we would have reviews for the NSAT or something close to that one before entering high school. It’s an exam which will determine if we are fated to enroll to the secondary level. My school was and always wanted to be competitive with others and decided to have us the three sections entering sixth grade be their contestants. Lunch time and my father always picked us up to head home. Quite an ordinary day actually with my father being late to fetch me, I being so hungry waiting and being late again for the class. About 50 meters away from my house, there’s a cross section and we were to turn right. My dad is a precautions driver and always stops before turning but this blue van zoomed out from where we suppose to turn. it hit us hard on the right side, just inches away from where I sat. I can still remember it clearly with my head hitting the window door so hard that it broke with cracks to it. I was positive that my head would bleed but good it wasn’t. I was still in shock and my father was furious! Ordered to go back home, I called my mother and she was saying her motherly self but I was ok, in shock but ok. The only thing I was thinking was to get to class, that all mattered to me. I have no idea why but getting to class was my priority. I made it without being late but the incident was till fresh. I just sat there silently, no head aches nor blood found. Minutes later my mother arrived with her uniform. She deliberately came to school to check if I was ok and that why on earth I attended the review. I just smiled and replied I was ok, but she didn’t buy it and forced me to skip the review.


2. Almost didn’t made it to a boat trip

Sunday night and I was in southern Leyte, home place to my mother. I was there because it was the town’s fiesta. First year college was less hassle for some students. I wasn’t lucky since my university keeps on torturing their students. Going back, we were running late. The pier was like a 45 minute ride from our place and the driver was missing. It’s a fiesta so he was having the time of his life. In other terms, he was drunk. My older companion was fidgeting since she has duty tomorrow. Kinda important for her that time. As for me, I was just chillin, really I wasn’t in the mood to be back on summer school. Minutes passed and finally we found someone to drive us to the pier. Boat was scheduled to leave at 10 PM and we left the place like 15 minutes after 9. Quite long and dark, the whole trip bored me. I was sleeping like 20 minutes on the whole trip. We arrived but the problem was the luggage. I don’t know but it was quite a lot and only three of us females there. Took us a while to solve that, ended up that the boat was on early schedule of departure. Meaning that we have to toss our luggage safely onto the ship and jump our asses unto the ship’s front. It’s more like playing. So we jumped like sheeps over the fences and get our feet to stop fidgeting. Fun times though and we were not the only ones too who jumped over.


3. Almost got hit by a taxi

I can’t count exactly how many times I experienced this. But there were instances that my feet almost got squashed by the taxi tires due to a crowd that pushed me on the street, or that stupid driver who made a left turn on a red light when I was crossing or that other idiot driver who speed his way to this narrow pathway and luckily I was quick to my feet to dodge it. Somebody should teach these drivers some lessons. Event though they have increased the penalty charges, some drivers are still assholes on those streets.


So I guess you called say these are some what the fuck moments I had that I actually remembered. Good thing I am still here to share these experiences of mine :D


Sunday, February 07, 2010

Karma hit YOU pretty Good

Weird I was jokingly wishing for something bad to that person, guess what? It did happen! Instead of feeling oh so cloud nine, it’s more like I’m feeling guilty for having saying that in the first place…

guilty! by *dholl

One things for sure, revenge isn’t sweet... for this time but I didn’t do anything, I just let time and karma to break in and loose all hell that I was feeling before… maybe just maybe good vibration is on my side! whooppeee I just wish that good vibration would be there until the day I’m done with the exams and all…

What other stuff happen was that he has to challenge himself on getting his relationship to work. But still I believe in him that he’ll pull things off for the better of them. Hmmmm I think I’m the bad guy in this scenario! Hahahaha since the results came for the NLE, guilt was on my part. Guilty of saying those words out loud, guilty of cursing him before, guilty of being a selfish person. My ego hurt badly and well things just way got of hand when the world stabs you.

I am jealous! That’s a big word that I hate using against me since now I can still feel evil thoughts crawling in. I know I don’t have any rights! Not even a single bit! Maybe that’s why I hate Februarys, it’s the month of love and his birthday. I’ve been hating that month for 3 years in a row! A lot of good people like my dad and two close friends celebrate their birthdays this month. I guess those happiness where overshadowed. Hating that there is nothing I could do that I could get even with him without hurting him.

I always have negative feelings during this month, after what happened! Experience was a cruel thing to teach me though… (thanks to a status, this was on my head!)

You may call him innocent since he has no idea but it’s really nice to like saying it straight to him so that thoughts are cleared. Problem is I readily assume things; I’m a girl for crying out loud! I could laugh about it, but then thinking again makes me realize what a sleezeball I am. Lame right? What the heck. I just hate that my wall crumbled to the ground, without any help directly from him. I was forced to put it back together since that’s my only choice.

Yeah I’m being a paranoid, evil thinker and green eyed monster. Ok I have to admit being those three has its advantages.

(pause: stares computer for 45 seconds)

karma hit him pretty good (evil laugh!) by ARFI

Hmmm wait typing after this, makes my head and conscience clear! I’m washing my hands over this and it’s a Sunday. I didn’t do anything; I let time do his thing.

That’s right, I let karma hit him pretty good.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

String of Chaos

Remember this date, 29th of September year 2009. Its like I’m stuck on a paralyze world of unluckiness! We all go through everyday weirdness right and ironically I got a horoscope saying that I have to expect the weirdest day ever, well surely that was date!


No net connection seemed to me like torture since the computer is the only piece of entertainment in my apartment. Well I have a phone and a radio but I’m not a fan of those pieces… hmmmm exactly 2 weeks with no net connection. Almost all offline games were done and I’m running out of anything to keep me company. That’s where the post of going through Internet cafés came and it’s a pain in the bum! Seriously the lousiness of the computers and kept on freezing right in front of me! Even just to access facebook, the stupid device won’t let me hahhaai… to think there were only five people using the computers around 9am.


Ok I admit I was little bit jealous of my brother owning a new phone… and blame me it was a really good phone, sony ericson. Somehow to compete with my so-called nokia 5200, I bought this memory card since my phone was like 3 years without any extension to its memory. My stupid phone kept on hanging when I insert my memory card and started to hang every time I charge my batteries! I felt hopeless and desperate to use my memory card, at least my phone could be useful for once. I took it the repair shop and asked if they could reformat the whole internal memory, but (there’s always a but!) they have to check first if reformatting would be necessary which cost me 200.00php. Oh yeah plus a waiver was being signed in case my phone goes nuts; they are not to blame for it! (and all I want was to reformat sheesh!) I’m really an amateur when it comes to these repairing stuff, so a text came from the repairs indicating that new parts are needed plus labor with a bill of 678.00php waaaah meaning my personal debts is increasing once again! now I’m stuck with my cousin’s phone which is worst since the flex cable is busted! Not only that I can’t see the screen, it has weird sounds that are so gay (its pink and looks like a toy!) Waaaah, at least I could be in touch through calls.


Financially, I’m broke and my mother kept on yapping about the details why my allowance went to the drainage. First she insisted on claiming the passport to someone she know of working on the department so that filing would be faster, which is why I don’t like it since I’m not for once going back to that place filled with people, weird stares and funky smells (except for claiming the passport). And that’s were the rage came in, she kept on talking and talking; blaming me for the drainage allowance, fixing my phone which was still ok (ok for her!), going through gym that is not part of the expenses and doing nothing about the nclex. I know my mother talks a lot but when she raised those issues against me, I was mad, really pissed off and started to cry. And to think I asked for only 678.00php for the phone, and the gym expenses was my savings and allowance (plus the debts from people). Plus I also read those books she gave me for the nclex review and always going through that good for nothing university for the requirements needed, argh! That made me totally shake and now here I am letting my mind set off and go! (including throwing the pink phone unto the mattress with ants!)


To get my day worst, my bed was swarming of red ants! No one was eating on my bed, but those filthy red ants were everywhere! I decided to sleep on the floor and hang my mattress on the roof. Amazed, I carried the mattress all the way to the third floor by myself. Water was scarce suddenly and the pipes were dry, I dunno what other crazy stuff would happen next! I guess that’s what happens to pissed off people, instant strength and more bad luck!


Since I have no net, I’m actually typing through Microsoft word and listening to music (not the pussy ones) that kick ass (double pedals you know!) so if you made this part of my post, congratulations and thank you for somehow wasting your time on me… hahahaha at least I’m feeling better with paramore and static x at the background!